Wednesday, September 10, 2014

Marc Anthony Castro


Marc, where do i even begin with you?
The first second i laid my eyes on you i just knew it was love at first sight & that i had to have you.
It didn't surprise me how quickly i fell for you, even though i was a little apprehensive on letting myself fall. I knew that you would be there to catch me. The moment you came into my life everything changed for the better. You opened my eyes to better things in life, showed me what loving someone truly is. You made me see the world in a new light & you got me questioning things i never knew. The feelings i get when i see you are out of this world. Every time you walk into a room my heart races 100mph, my breathing becomes uncontrollable, my palms get sweaty & the butterflies in my stomach go nuts. I sometimes catch myself smiling at your little catchphrases.
I cant even get mad you, all i want to do when im around you is smile all the time.
'Till this day looking into your eyes still makes me nervous.
When im not around you, my days aren't the same.
YOU are my wonderwall, i think about you 24/7.
I go to sleep thinking about you & i wake up just the same.
I want to encourage you, i want to stimulate your mind, help you put things into perspective.
I want to support you, uplift you to achieve any & every goal you may have.
I want to keep you on track when you steer off...
I want all of you.
All your flaws.
All of your mistakes.
All of your insecurities.
All of your giggles & smiles.
All of your jokes.
All of your sarcasm.
All of your pain....
Im here, i love you.
I dont care if you stay up all night crying, ill stay up with you.
Their is nothing you can do to lose my love.
You got me back on my feet, you were there for me when everyone else turned their backs.
You show me how to love myself.
You are my bestfriend.
I fell in love with your laugh, your smile, the way your eyes spark up when you look at me.
The way your eyes chink up when you smile.
The way you curl up next to me when you're sleeping.
The way you reach over in your sleep to grab me & pull me closer to you.
How you love talking to me.
The little kisses you place all over.
The way when we are out & you reach for my hand & i blush cus no glove has ever fit so well.
The way we stare at each other & not say one word.
The way you tickle me.
The way you play with my hair.
The way you hold me tight when i cry on your shoulder.
The way one of your eyebrows goes up when i do something you dont like.
I love how you get excited like a child when it comes down to certain things & the giggle in your laugh comes out. I love how you rather lay back & watch a movie in bed rather then going out.
I fell in love with you, simply because you're you.
When im down you never seem to fail to make me feel better & put a smile on my face. I was broken & you were strong enough of a man to handle me & piece me back together.
We argue, we fight, we get mad at eachother at times. But at the end of the day i'll always love you & i'll always be here for you. Love isn't perfect. It isn't a fairytale or a storybook. And it doesn't always come easy. Love is overcoming obstacles, facing challenges, fighting to be together, holding on & never letting go. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define & impossible to live without. Love is hard work, but most of all, love is realizing that every hour, every minute & every second is worth it, because i am with you. Babe, loving me will not be easy. It will be war. You will hold the gun & i will hand you the bullets. So baby breath & embrace the beauty of the massacre that lies ahead

I want you to talk to me about the past & your mistakes. I'll hold your hand & let you know that you are not alone & im not judging you. We have found eachother due to failed relationships in the past. I want to love you the way you deserve to be loved. I only ask one thing of you, dont hurt me the way you hurt her. I believe in karma & i believe that people get what they send out to the world, but i never wish that pain upon anyone, especially you. 

P.S- Your name would be a good tattoo ღღღღ
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