3 Months ❤️

3 months, 3 hard months with you. It's crazy how much we've been through these past 3 months. Who knew we were going to meet each other & fall in love so quick. I still remember like it was yesterday, the first week we met, you sent me a text message asking me if i believed in love at first sight & i said yes & that moment you said "why do i feel like this is going to end up to be something". Ever since then we've been inseparable. We both have been through so much from our previous relationships, that now we understand each other so well. The bond we have is unbelievable. We can be fighting one minute & the next minute we'll be making up & everything is fine again. It's so hard to stay mad or upset at each other. When you fuck up, you always seem to find a way to make things right. I love how you come close to me to kiss me & whisper cute things in my ear when you see I'm upset. It's crazy how fast things are going between us, but i wouldn't have any other way. You were there for me when i needed you the most...Even through the most toughest time when we lost our little angel, you never turned your back on me not once & i thank you so much for that. You are honestly the best thing that god has ever placed in my path. You are definitely not the easiest person to deal with. You're stubborn, hard headed & hard to love. But you have taught me that every inch of you can be loved. In a room full of people you're the only one i see, until this day you still take my breath away. You still give me butterflies & i still get nervous when i look into your eyes. I can spend a whole night & day with you but the first second you walk away i start missing you. When im not around you, my days just aren't the same. I still can't believe how far we've come & where we are at now. Sometimes everything feels like a big dream to me. You truly are an amazing man, inside & out. I feel so lucky to have you in my life & to be able to call you mine. I want to thank you for putting up with my nasty & bitchy moods. Thank you for understanding when i get pissed about your friends on snapchat, thank you for helping me keep my anxiety down by telling me who texts you. Thank you for dealing with the fact that i shed hair everywhere lol. Thank you for buying me delicious fattening food...Thank you for taking me with you, when you go out with your friends & showing affection in front of anyone & everyone. But most of all thank you for wanting to stay in, watch movies in bed with me rather than going out with your friends, everything you do means so much to me. Don't ever think i dont appreciate everything you do for me. You are BEYOND appreciated, even though i might not show it sometimes. Can't wait to see what the future brings for us. For you, i would walk miles, fly to the moon & back 10x & swim oceans if i had to. I loved yesterday, i love you today but not as much as i'll love you tomorrow.

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Marc Anthony Castro

Marc, where do i even begin with you?
The first second i laid my eyes on you i just knew it was love at first sight & that i had to have you.
It didn't surprise me how quickly i fell for you, even though i was a little apprehensive on letting myself fall. I knew that you would be there to catch me. The moment you came into my life everything changed for the better. You opened my eyes to better things in life, showed me what loving someone truly is. You made me see the world in a new light & you got me questioning things i never knew. The feelings i get when i see you are out of this world. Every time you walk into a room my heart races 100mph, my breathing becomes uncontrollable, my palms get sweaty & the butterflies in my stomach go nuts. I sometimes catch myself smiling at your little catchphrases.
I cant even get mad you, all i want to do when im around you is smile all the time.
'Till this day looking into your eyes still makes me nervous.
When im not around you, my days aren't the same.
YOU are my wonderwall, i think about you 24/7.
I go to sleep thinking about you & i wake up just the same.
I want to encourage you, i want to stimulate your mind, help you put things into perspective.
I want to support you, uplift you to achieve any & every goal you may have.
I want to keep you on track when you steer off...
I want all of you.
All your flaws.
All of your mistakes.
All of your insecurities.
All of your giggles & smiles.
All of your jokes.
All of your sarcasm.
All of your pain....
Im here, i love you.
I dont care if you stay up all night crying, ill stay up with you.
Their is nothing you can do to lose my love.
You got me back on my feet, you were there for me when everyone else turned their backs.
You show me how to love myself.
You are my bestfriend.
I fell in love with your laugh, your smile, the way your eyes spark up when you look at me.
The way your eyes chink up when you smile.
The way you curl up next to me when you're sleeping.
The way you reach over in your sleep to grab me & pull me closer to you.
How you love talking to me.
The little kisses you place all over.
The way when we are out & you reach for my hand & i blush cus no glove has ever fit so well.
The way we stare at each other & not say one word.
The way you tickle me.
The way you play with my hair.
The way you hold me tight when i cry on your shoulder.
The way one of your eyebrows goes up when i do something you dont like.
I love how you get excited like a child when it comes down to certain things & the giggle in your laugh comes out. I love how you rather lay back & watch a movie in bed rather then going out.
I fell in love with you, simply because you're you.
When im down you never seem to fail to make me feel better & put a smile on my face. I was broken & you were strong enough of a man to handle me & piece me back together.
We argue, we fight, we get mad at eachother at times. But at the end of the day i'll always love you & i'll always be here for you. Love isn't perfect. It isn't a fairytale or a storybook. And it doesn't always come easy. Love is overcoming obstacles, facing challenges, fighting to be together, holding on & never letting go. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define & impossible to live without. Love is hard work, but most of all, love is realizing that every hour, every minute & every second is worth it, because i am with you. Babe, loving me will not be easy. It will be war. You will hold the gun & i will hand you the bullets. So baby breath & embrace the beauty of the massacre that lies ahead. 
I want you to talk to me about the past & your mistakes. I'll hold your hand & let you know that you are not alone & im not judging you. We have found eachother due to failed relationships in the past. I want to love you the way you deserve to be loved. I only ask one thing of you, dont hurt me the way you hurt her. I believe in karma & i believe that people get what they send out to the world, but i never wish that pain upon anyone, especially you. 

P.S- Your name would be a good tattoo ღღღღ
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Foundation For Pale Skin

As of you all may know im pretty darn fair. Sometimes it's really tough to find a foundation that matches my skin tone. I've been to numerous MAC Counters to get matched & they even say its hard to find a foundation for me. I've been using MAC's Pro Longwear Concealer in NC15 all over my face as a foundation for a over a year now. I truly love the finish & the color match even though it's a tad bit to dark for me. BUT recently i've encountered an amazing product....Manic Panic Virgin Dreamtone foundation! I've been loving it lately. All i do is mix a little bit of this with any dark foundation that i have & it becomes lighter. Now i can truly say that my foundation & concealer problems are now over lol. I will list some pictures down below of the products i've been loving lately for my pale skin :)
XOXO mika

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